. I didn't know who it was at the time. Now I feel like it has happened to someone I know (although only through CB). You have been posting on here for years - I even remember your old username. You have had that great picture of your beautiful family as your sig for a long time as well.
I'm very sorry for your loss. The Lord will swoop down and pick you up right now, so lean upon him heavily. He will comfort you as much as is possible.