"They have NEVER wanted to discuss doctrine or seek truth. They left and are very negative on the church, members, leaders etc. If they want to sit and express their views and what they believe they know I am all ears, they don't want this." - Cougstreak

I was talking about this quote of yours above. Seems your whole account is quite self contradictory. One time you claim nobody has EVER wanted to discuss doctrine or seek truth and then you later say you've had many discussions with them, so it's hard to know what to believe. You seem quite negative yourself, though, from my perspective. I would very much question whether any of these friends really believed you were "all ears".