Lately I just feel like an emotional burden to my family and friends, so I've stopped talking to them about it. Hobbies and interests I used to be passionate about seem boring and uninteresting. Nothing really excites me anymore, and I feel like a drag to be around. I had a lot of friends in high school and my 20s, but now in my 30s in a ward we have been in for about a year, I just don't feel like I've met anyone that I've really clicked with. It feels like work and taking care of two kids are 95% of what I do, and it doesn't help that my spouse also works and she is in her last semester of graduate school. I don't know if I'm depressed or burned out or just sleep deprived, but I'm not sure what to do about it. Even BYU football just doesn't get me that excited anymore. It just seems like another year of the same thing.

Anyway, I'm not really sure why I'm posting this here. Just shouting into the Internet because I'm not sure what else to do.