As another lifelong BYU fan, I faced a similar situation. I had all the symptoms of a stroke, but the hospital emergency staff and my heart doctor were able to stop any serious damage. I will be ever grateful to those who worked so fast. My prayers are with you.
I also cannot stand everything about Utah. Their mindless jealous hatred for BYU has formed my opinion of them.
I am enjoying the success of BYU, and I hope that success will continue