This is largely in part to my kids being older and 3/4 of them can take care of themselves for the most part.

I would be sad that I would not be able to be with my wife, kids and grandkids for a time and not experience their lives alongside them in mortality.

Plus, I often think of family members that have passed on and how I would love to see them and talk to them again.

I guess perspective is what has moved me from Fear to just being sad.