I'm the same, I get way too emotionally involved. Even now, knowing the outcome, I still find myself getting
upset watching certain relays. The 3rd and 11 that was almost a pick but instead ended up being a huge gain for Utah. The multiple runs Rose was getting in the 2nd quarter. How often Utah D was in the backfield just as the play was starting. Don't get me started on the ghost face mask call.
Obviously BYU got enough of the good breaks to get the win and I should be happy for that. But, instead, I find myself more relieved than anything.