My body depends on it. I'm addicted to it and have been for many years. It's not healthy. Especially at my age. I'm not saying not a single drop ever again. From time to time I'm fine getting a drink while out at dinner or when I'm gonna watch a game. I just don't want to live where my day is dependent on it and if I don't I get a super bad headache. That's addiction and it's not good. I've gotta stop and get it out of my system. Once I've done that and I'm not addicted to it anymore that'll be nice. I'll have one when I want it, not when I need it.

I know that sounds kind of pathetic, but that's how I feel.