...enough that I keep an extra light on downstairs by the Christmas Tree on Christmas Eve. I believe enough that I look up into the sky on Christmas Eve and hope to see something magical. I believe enough that I'm excited with my little ones to watch the live tracker throughout the day on Christmas Eve. I believe enough that I wonder what life must be like for this little friend that comes to our house every December and flies to a new spot each morning. I believe enough that I'll miss that little guy until next year.

365 nights ago, I was emotional thinking it might be our final Christmas with three believing kids. Tonight, we still have three believing kids and am emotional in hoping it can somehow last another year.

The believing is so sweet to me. Sweet enough that I do everything i can to keep believing too, even if just a little bit.

We spent the majority of tonight watching Christmas videos from the church's YouTube account, and spent much less time focusing on the other stuff. Ultimately, we'll always be able to believe in that.

Happy Christmas to all, and to all a good night.