we had another little girl, but then the courts took the baby away. I looked up at the heavens in grief and asked “ARE YOU KIDDING ME?” Meanwhile, every hoochimomma alcoholic crackhead can breed at every turn and in addition, hundreds of thousands of healthy babies are aborted every year for convenience. It seems very unjust.

Grief just takes time. We would have loved to have many more children, but it just wasn’t in the cards. I empathize with your pain. Hopefully you will get the additional opportunity that we never got.

Short term, stay busy.