1. I hope you enjoyed sleeping up until now. It'll never be the same. There's nothing you can do about it. You can't save it up.
2. Stay in the moment. Kids are excellent about this. Adults not so much... My youngest is 14. I've been posting on CB longer than she's been alive. I love her more now than I did then, but when I think about time I wasted and didn't enjoy with her that I could have, it makes me sad. I wasn't neglectful. I just miss those innocent days.