strange, I have seen something overblown on this board before. There are an amazing amount of kind generous cougar fans. Whether on this board or others. I have been in extremely tight times, where I didn't have a clue what I was going to do next, as I tried to figure out a plan to sell my meager positions there were people here who boardmailed me and helped me out tremendously. (no where near the $ of what provogirl got. And I actually sold my computer to help me make it day by day. I was so touched that people I had met through this board were so willing to help. I still pray for those people that have helped me. It has touched my heart. I will pay it forward. I understand the importance of vetting it out. but sometimes I feel there are sour grapes, over who gets something, and who doesn't. I am proud of those that donated.