I noticed your message when you first posted it, but I didn't click on it because I didn't think I would be interested. But then when I saw that it had been stickied, I decided I needed to see why. Wow! I wasn't expecting the kind of message I read when I clicked on it. I am amazed at the calm with which you informed us all of your situation. May God's grace attend you and be with your family and loved ones now and always.