To get attention and talking smack about BYU. I’m betting 99% of the fan base feels that way.
It honestly takes me a minute every time to remember who he is. I don’t even mean that disrespectfully but dude, move on with your life. You’re an adult. Can’t imagine how debilitating it must be to even have those feelings. Best of luck to him, he’s a heck of an athlete. I hope For his sake he can move on someday.